Im sorry that this seems more like a letter to someone than a blog about highschool bhut i just needed to let this out i assure you the next post will stick to topic.
When we were in year 7, everything was great. Everyone loved you and could spend time with you. You cared about all of us and never bagged us. We were happy to have you in our group and be among us as friends. Three years ago though you started to change.
In late year 8 people were drifting away from you, but i didn’t. People stopped trusting you, but i didn’t. People stopped hanging out with you,but i didn’t. People started to bag you, but i didn’t. No i stuck by you, argued with people over you. And yet i was the one who will copp it. I was the one who you weregoing to give the silent treatment to. I was the one you going to get angry at. I was the one you never really apologised to or gave me a good enough reason as to why you did hurtful things to me.
In year 9 we had our first big silent treament seperation fight. That was before the swimming carnival . I can’t even remember why you werent talking to me.Only that you forgave me on the swimming carnival you said you couldnt be angry at me anymore. Our next fight was my fault. I needed you at that time but you didnt understand.Everyone else was worried about me whilst all i cared about was getting you to talk to me again. I dont even remember how you came around that time.
In year 10 people actually stopped caring about you,they stopped liking you. But again i ingored it. People gave up on you. People said you gave them to much drama. i just said that you were my best friend i had to stick by you. I was going through a rough time. I told all our group about it. Evveryone seemed fine with it except you. No you just had to get angry over me interruppting you at your boyfriends and then get angry at me for not cooping so well. You didnt talk to me for 1 month. You tried to explain yourself and tired to talk to me but you didnt do it rightly. Only way we went back to how we used to be was by me going overseas for 6 weeks and our group having a big disagreement which didnt involve you whilst I was gone.
You never explained why that time. This year you did it again. You expected way to much of me. Now you say you dont want to be my friend anymore. Everyone in the group knows about it. Everyone is surpised it took me this long to get sick of you. I now agree with them they are right about you.
I wish you happiness and fufilment in the future but i wish i could recieve an explanation or at least an apology. But just so you know I’m done with you and they were so right about you.
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Jealously Never Wins over Talent
Hey guys
My blog today is based upon Jealousy.
This relates to the real world of highschool because it speaks about success and following your own dreams.
I am soon to turn 17 and within those 17 years i have seen my cousins preform in many dancing, theater, acting and singing concerts. Every time i watched one of these concerts I'd be filled with joy for my cousins who were doing what they love and a bit of jealousy because i knew that they'd never be sitting in the audience watching me preform. I thought that way not because my cousins wouldnt want to watch me preform but because unlike them my talents couldnt be put on to a stage. My talents were more academic.
But yesterday as i sat there watching my cousins preform at thier absoulute best and i was waiting for the feeling of jealousy to come upon me i realised something.
I dunno how or when i stopped being jealous of my cousisn i mena i always supported them but it sometimes made me feel upset.However yesterdays concert was just amazing and for the first time i was really happy and proud of my cousins.I relaised my talents are my talents,my cousins have amazing talents as well and how we display them are different. It doesn't matter whether people encourage them or not as long as we know about them we can succeed. So today my long jealously feeling disappred and succes and talent won.
If you are ever in a position where you are jealous of somebodys talents remind yourself that they are not you and you are not them. You have your own talents and they shall shinc whereever they can.
My blog today is based upon Jealousy.
This relates to the real world of highschool because it speaks about success and following your own dreams.
I am soon to turn 17 and within those 17 years i have seen my cousins preform in many dancing, theater, acting and singing concerts. Every time i watched one of these concerts I'd be filled with joy for my cousins who were doing what they love and a bit of jealousy because i knew that they'd never be sitting in the audience watching me preform. I thought that way not because my cousins wouldnt want to watch me preform but because unlike them my talents couldnt be put on to a stage. My talents were more academic.
But yesterday as i sat there watching my cousins preform at thier absoulute best and i was waiting for the feeling of jealousy to come upon me i realised something.
I dunno how or when i stopped being jealous of my cousisn i mena i always supported them but it sometimes made me feel upset.However yesterdays concert was just amazing and for the first time i was really happy and proud of my cousins.I relaised my talents are my talents,my cousins have amazing talents as well and how we display them are different. It doesn't matter whether people encourage them or not as long as we know about them we can succeed. So today my long jealously feeling disappred and succes and talent won.
If you are ever in a position where you are jealous of somebodys talents remind yourself that they are not you and you are not them. You have your own talents and they shall shinc whereever they can.
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
The real world of Highschool-Cliques
The real world of High school -Cliques:
Today as i was walking into school i realised the books and movies were half right and half wrong. Although popularity is important but at MOST schools you don't think about it. People care more about their grades, the weekend and their latest boyfriend. This perceived thought about popularity can make people worry about their status when it could be fine. Your at school to learn not to reach the highest stage of the pecking order.Remember when you are down that eventually you will succeed.Hopefully most people will not get caught in this so called popularity contest. I wish you new highschoolers the best of luck and to oldies like me to keep trying and you'll get there in the end.
Today as i was walking into school i realised the books and movies were half right and half wrong. Although popularity is important but at MOST schools you don't think about it. People care more about their grades, the weekend and their latest boyfriend. This perceived thought about popularity can make people worry about their status when it could be fine. Your at school to learn not to reach the highest stage of the pecking order.Remember when you are down that eventually you will succeed.Hopefully most people will not get caught in this so called popularity contest. I wish you new highschoolers the best of luck and to oldies like me to keep trying and you'll get there in the end.
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