They were right

Im sorry that this seems more like a letter to someone than a blog about highschool bhut i just needed to let this out i assure you the next post will stick to topic.

When we were in year 7, everything was great. Everyone loved you and could spend time with you. You cared about all of us and never bagged us. We were happy to have you in our group and be among us as friends. Three years ago though you started to change.


In late year 8 people were drifting away from you, but i didn’t. People stopped trusting you, but i didn’t. People stopped hanging out with you,but i didn’t. People started to bag you, but i didn’t. No i stuck by you, argued with people over you. And yet i was the one who will copp it. I was the one who you weregoing to give the silent treatment to. I was the one you going to get angry at. I was the one you never really apologised to or gave me a good enough reason as to why you did hurtful things to me.

In year 9 we had our first big silent treament seperation fight. That was before the swimming carnival . I can’t even remember why you werent talking to me.Only that you forgave me on the swimming carnival you said you couldnt be angry at me anymore. Our next fight was my fault. I needed you at that time but you didnt understand.Everyone else was worried about me whilst all i cared about was getting you to talk to me again. I dont even remember how you came around that time.

In year 10 people actually stopped caring about you,they stopped liking you. But again i ingored it. People gave up on you. People said you gave them to much drama. i just said that you were my best friend i had to stick by you. I was going through a rough time. I told all our group about it. Evveryone seemed fine with it except you. No you just had to get angry over me interruppting you at your boyfriends and then get angry at me for not cooping so well. You didnt talk to me for 1 month. You tried to explain yourself and tired to talk to me but you didnt do it rightly. Only way we went back to how we used to be was by me going overseas for 6 weeks and our group having a big disagreement which didnt involve you whilst I was gone.

You never explained why that time. This year you did it again. You expected way to much of me. Now you say you dont want to be my friend anymore. Everyone in the group knows about it. Everyone is surpised it took me this long to get sick of you. I now agree with them they are right about you.

I wish you happiness and fufilment in the future but i wish i could recieve an explanation or at least an apology. But just so you know I’m done with you and they were so right about you.